You seek faith as if it were a door behind which God waits. But what if there never was a door?
Most look for faith in feelings, signs, miracles. But true faith is not what you feel. It is what remains when every feeling falls silent.
You say: “I don’t see God.” But does a fish see the ocean? It sees only what moves within it. The ocean itself is its nature. So with you: you see events, thoughts, people — but the Presence in which all of it appears remains unnoticed.
Faith is not the effort to think correctly. It is the silence in which you stop building walls between yourself and the One Who Is.
You do not create your breathing. You do not sustain your heartbeat. You simply — are. That very “are” is already the beginning of faith. Not faith as struggle, but faith as recognition: He is here. He has always been here.